The boy...

Hello~World
tee hee hee.. I have a crush... I have a crush on this boy..Well he's actually a man, a good man. He's tall and handsome, and holds me close. When he does, I drink him in, he smells so good. Sometimes if I think hard enough about it, I can smell him while I'm laying in bed trying to go to sleep. Falling asleep is the best, that is when my subconscious can carry my thoughts to where ever I need to be. The dreams come, they are filled with him, with me, sometimes they play out the day others they play out my hopes and desires. Either way they come. The dreams are the best. Waking up only brings the hope that today is the day I will see him. It is so hard to say good bye, it is as if my heart breaks every time, only to be mended when I see him again.
Tee hee hee.. I don't have a crush, I'm in love.
E~B